Leadership Tips -- Ego Sacrifice

Introduction anyone who wanted to join her was free to go. 
Leadership tips are available anywhere.  ThereSomehow, somewhere I got enough common
are books, seminars, posters to put on the wall. sense (something not always compatible with big
I'll try not to repeat the most common ones.  Inegos) to declare a ten minute break. 
this article we deal with ego. Everyone left the room but me, and I'm sure
Everyone has an ego.  If you are in a leadershipthere were some interesting conversations that
position, even of your own making, then youwent on as folks strolled down the hall.  I had
probably have a substantial ego.  It's not a badsome decisions to make, fast. 
thing.  A strong ego is at the heart of your selfSeparating Ego from What's Really Important 
confidence.  It's what helps you make andWhen everyone came back into the room, I think
defend decisions, and fight off your competition. I shocked them all.  I thanked the rebellious
Your ego is a critical part of who you are as amanager for her feedback, and apologized for my
leader.  It can also work against you. behavior.  Then I quickly made clear the
Leadership Tip in Story Form difference between my behavior and my
Recruited to a new job in a new location, Iposition. 
inherited an IT organization of around 100The group needed to understand that the easy
people.  Their reputation was that they wereaction of slipping the schedule should not be easy,
hard working but ineffective.  There were qualityand could no longer be an easy decision as we
issues with systems, and projects almost neverwent forward.  How I made that point to them
delivered on time or on budget. was wrong, but the point I made was
So there I am, in week two or three on the job,non-negotiable.  I intended to challenge them,
sitting in a meeting with 8 managers fromevery day if I had to, but I promised to do so
different departments.  The group is reviewingwith respect, and I apologized for having been
outstanding issues on a specific project anddisrespectful before the break. 
figuring out how to address them.  Everything isThat was tough.  Inside, I really was still angry at
being handled smoothly, and the group quicklythat manager who spoke out.  I didn't know yet
reaches consensus -- a schedule slip is required. whether this team of people really could change
This was one consensus that was achieved fartheir behavior and turn the organization's
too quickly for me.  I spoke up (loudly) and toldperformance around.   I thought my original gut
the group the schedule slips had to stop.  I toldinstincts were more right than wrong.   
them their reputation with client organizations wasI wouldn't hear the term ego sacrifice until a year
in the toilet, and it was time for this behavior toor two after this incident, but boy did I sacrifice
change or we would have to change the makeupmy ego that day.  And it hurt my pride.  Here's
of the management team.  I told them I didn'tthe thing, though.  The hurt healed, pretty
relocate my family to be part of a group ofquickly.  And from that day forward, eight
losers. managers saw me differently. 
Dead Silence When you sacrifice your ego, you don't wimp
Yes, the room was very quiet for just a minute. out.  You separate your own pride from the
Then one of the managers spoke up, rathersituation.   I didn't yield on the importance of
forcefully.  And all she said was, and I quote,sticking to committed project schedules.  Starting
"Don't you ever talk to us like that". right then schedule slips were treated as a very
Whoa, didn't see that coming.  Moreover, I didn'tbig deal, and there were less of them.  At the
like it one bit.  I could feel the blood boiling andsame time, I established an implicit value of mutual
my face getting red.  Here I was, the newrespect that would govern many future
sheriff in town, and I'd just laid down the law.   discussions and issues. 
Now sports fans, a quick check of theWhat would have happened without the ego
scoreboard.  There are zero people jumping tosacrifice?  It's hard to say precisely, but the one
my side of this conflict.  One brave (or stupid)thing that's certain is that mutual respect as a
manager strongly challenging my authority, andshared value would not have taken root that
seven other people saying nothing but watchingday.  Regardless what might have happened to
very closely to see how this game is going tothat specific project, I have no doubt that some
end. of the improvements that group made in the
My gut, fueled by my ego, told me to fire thatfollowing months and years would not have
woman on the spot, or at least toss her out ofhappened.  And my ego would have been to
the meeting and tell the rest of the group thatblame.